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benlehman ([personal profile] benlehman) wrote2005-08-03 10:31 am

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I had a dream the other night that I was in love with someone that I'm not actually in love with. It was very strange, and it's still sort of haunting me.

[identity profile] benlehman.livejournal.com 2005-08-03 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh. Strange.

The thing is, the dream was actually pretty pleasant. What disturbs me is that I could get that intensity of emotion out of a dream, especially a reasonably complex emotion like long-term love.

Mostly, I get things like fear, paranoia or lust out of dreams.

yrs--
--Ben

[identity profile] crnixon.livejournal.com 2005-08-03 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, it is strange how that works.

To clarify, mine aren't unpleasant at all. They just happen to be accompanied later by crippling guilt and constant questioning of whether I really do want to be with someone else.

And I don't [want to be with someone else], but that doesn't stop the guilt.