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Twenty Four
It's my birthday tomorrow (10:45 PM, to be exact.)
It's probably my most melancholy birthday in a while, which makes me sad, because generally I feel that each year of my life has been happier than the last for a while. I'm just sort of feeling at loose ends right now.
I know that this is illusionary. I am working on Polaris, which is the culmination of a 14 year dream! I am headed to China soon.
But I'm getting paralyzed by my doubts again, and that just sucks.
Ah, well. I'm still young, I guess...
It's probably my most melancholy birthday in a while, which makes me sad, because generally I feel that each year of my life has been happier than the last for a while. I'm just sort of feeling at loose ends right now.
I know that this is illusionary. I am working on Polaris, which is the culmination of a 14 year dream! I am headed to China soon.
But I'm getting paralyzed by my doubts again, and that just sucks.
Ah, well. I'm still young, I guess...
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It's my lj, and I'll angst if I want to, I guess.
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--Ben
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I mean, happy birthday!
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