Twenty Four
It's my birthday tomorrow (10:45 PM, to be exact.)
It's probably my most melancholy birthday in a while, which makes me sad, because generally I feel that each year of my life has been happier than the last for a while. I'm just sort of feeling at loose ends right now.
I know that this is illusionary. I am working on Polaris, which is the culmination of a 14 year dream! I am headed to China soon.
But I'm getting paralyzed by my doubts again, and that just sucks.
Ah, well. I'm still young, I guess...
It's probably my most melancholy birthday in a while, which makes me sad, because generally I feel that each year of my life has been happier than the last for a while. I'm just sort of feeling at loose ends right now.
I know that this is illusionary. I am working on Polaris, which is the culmination of a 14 year dream! I am headed to China soon.
But I'm getting paralyzed by my doubts again, and that just sucks.
Ah, well. I'm still young, I guess...
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And take full advantage of being young and at loose ends. Take full advantage of every sweet damn day. Oh yeah.
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Happy b-day!
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...And I just turned 30, so you're totally still young and with lots of stuff in the works (which is really more the issue).
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24 is still very young. Enjoy your youth and vigor and stuff.
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Wait, I thought birthdays were for musing what will happen in the next year, not the past one....
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