2003-03-04

benlehman: (Default)
2003-03-04 01:30 pm

sleep

Been oversleeping a lot recently -- strange naps filled with bizarre dreams. And no, I don't remember them.
want to write about Trauma, Drama, and RPGs here, or introduce some characters, but I have failed to be useful for the last few days, and am now paying the price.
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2003-03-04 04:18 pm

distraction

Whenever I am required to focus, I feel that -- somehow -- I am just brimming with good ideas that I just do not have time to put down on paper. This is wrong. This is some sort of creativity chemical in my brain reacting to understimulation.

Why? Because good ideas provoke action. All other ideas are shitty.

This is related to the greatest moral I have learned from physics -- if you cannot tell it's there, it might as well not exist. "Like a knife, it cuts this from that." I imagine it is pretentious to quote yourself, so I can say that it is a paraphrase of Chuang Tzu.